Cover Letter:
Dear Classmates,
It
was hard- very hard- to choose only a few of the projects we did over the last
year to revise, “remix,” and to list as hits or a misses. First and foremost,
there was the revision. With 95% on two papers and 97% on the other, the task
of setting aside one as the piece with the most room for improvement was
honestly, a little heart breaking. How could I turn my back on one of these
papers, each of which I put so much effort into? In the end, though, I settled
on the Literary Analysis, entitled “The Startling Negativity of Jean Shepard’s
‘Endless Streetcar Ride into the Night, and the Tinfoil Noose.’” From my
memory, I had the most trouble fine-tuning this piece, and the comments
encouraged me to expand my support of the quotes. Here, I’ve added more
discussion of the excerpts, and changed up the word choice through metaphors
and images in the additions.
All that being said, the easiest piece to
assign was my Research Paper, entitled “The Second: For You and I, or Soldiers
Only?” to the “remix.” The suggestion of a billboard struck me. Which of my
papers held the most interest to the public and would be simple to display in
an eye-catching, appealing, understandable, logical way, such as a billboard?
The answer was sitting right in front of me. What is a hotter public and
political topic than the debate over the Second Amendment gun rights? In my
billboard, I have aligned pictures representing each side of the debate,
paralleling the arrangement of my paper, hung an image of the opening words of
the Constitution, “We the People,” above the pictures, and captioned it all
with the ultimate conclusion of my paper: “it’s our choice.” In my opinion, the
billboard is a success. He who is ill informed as to the national hotspot of
gun control, may find it a bit confusing, but a deeper look (i.e. my paper)
would pull back any curtains of mystery.
Lastly, came the
calls on my hits and my misses. This was, by far, the most difficult part of
this assignment. How could I label something I put careful thought into a miss?
However, in a through inspection of my pieces my first miss was my literacy
narrative. Why? Even though I got a 95% on the paper, and in the moment I was
proud of the work, looking back, I feel like something is missing. It is well
worded, and gets my point across, but in retrospect it could have been better.
My other papers have overshadowed it, despite receiving nearly the same grade
across the board. My second miss is even more difficult to name than the first.
However reaching far back into my blog, I found the post “In Defense of Little
Brothers: A Big Sister’s Manifesto.” While this blog was generally good, and I
did put a lot of thought in to it, I find that I could have portrayed the
sibling relationship between my brother and I in a better way.
As for hits, the
first one was obvious: my research paper. Not only did I enjoy working on it
because I am passionate about its subject, but I also found it challenging. I
was constantly coming up with counter arguments and things I would personally
consider absurd to contribute to the overall conclusion. I feel that I kept up
the passion throughout the paper, not fading as the assignment wore on. More
than any other paper, I have a lot of pride invested in the research
assignment. I truly enjoyed writing that paper.
The second hit is
a bit harder to designate. However, in my search of my blog, I ran across what
I at the time simply called “Free Post 3,” but now I should refer to it as “LSU
vs. Bama.” Even for its overall lack of significance to the greater story of
the world and meaning of life, this little blurb about the mixed feelings of an
LSU fan and SEC die-hard turned out far better than expected. I distinctly
recall sitting on the couch with my feet propped on the coffee table, listening
intently as the Game Day hosts
blabbed about the chance for an LSU upset. The fact that I can tell you where I
was, what I was doing, who was in the room, and what the weather was like while
I composed that blog, says something to me. Therefore, I list “LSU vs. Bama”
among my hits.
Overall through
the year I know that I have become a more developed writer. One thing that
stands out to me as particularly improved is my ability to conclude a piece in
a way that leaves the reader thinking and considering what I’ve said. At the
beginning of the year, I was a decent writer. I’ve always liked writing. I
would rather write a paper than take a test. As far as grades, I could give you
what you asked for, plus a little bit, receive a solid “A,” and walk away happy.
Now, with another year under my belt, I find that I want more than a grade. I
want my words to mean something. I don’t want someone to read my work, or, more
likely, skim your eyes over the black characters on the page without giving any
attention to the meaning and efforts put into them, and move on. I have the
need to make a difference in someone or something. If that means you read my
research paper and are suddenly, intensely aware of the gun rights debate, then
I have succeeded. If that means you read one of my reading response blogs, and go
read other reviews of the book, before reading the actual thing, then I have
succeeded. If that means you listen to me reading aloud anything I have
composed and you walk away lost in your own thoughts about the meaning of my
words, then- then- I have succeeded.
Sincerely,
Mary Beth
Revision:
The Startling Negativity of Jean
Shepherd’s “The Endless Streetcar Ride into the Night, and the Tinfoil Noose”
Even
in a society obsessed with the lives of its celebrities, few people will ever take
the time to wonder what set those stars apart, what essential quality the rest
of the population is lacking. The answer? Very little, according to Jean
Shepherd. In “The Endless Streetcar Ride into the Night, and the Tinfoil
Noose,” Shepherd presents his distaste for the distinct division in society
through figurative language, historical examples, and a personal anecdote. His
sarcastic humor and degrading descriptions of both the “dynamic molders of the
Universe” and “the accursed, anonymous Audience” demonstrate that distaste in a
darkly negative tone (167).
In what serves
as his thesis statement, Shepherd introduces the two sides of today’s society: “They
are the Prime Ministers, the Presidents, Cabinet Members, Stars, and dynamic
molders of the Universe, while we remain forever the onlookers, the applauders
of their real lives” (167). His disgust in the rift is shown quickly by the sentence,
which lists the most important people in the world individually, while lumping
the other billions of citizens into one, unimportant category. They receive no
individual recognition. They are passed over as the crowd and the masses, their
importance minimal in the life of the world. On the contrary, each named person
or group holds a high position in the eyes of the world, being watched and
followed by thousands. Shepherd keeps up this image of a performer-audience
relationship, as he goes on to title the second group “the accursed, anonymous
Audience” (167). He takes offense at the lack of attention given to the average
citizen. Clearly, if all people, each of whom came into the world as a helpless
baby, fall into one of these categories, there must be a place where the path
splits, and children are sent to their destined group. Shepherd states the
question directly: “When did I make that first misstep that took me forever to
the wrong side of the street, to become eternally a part of the accursed,
anonymous Audience?” (167). The image is clear from the question, and the
reader senses that this divide is dreadful and menacing, yet unavoidable.
Shepherd sets the scene up like a playwright, showing his reader exactly how he
envisions the injustice of the situation, carefully leading up to the
conclusion that what he speaks of is an inevitable inequality of the world. Disgust
rolls off of Shepherd’s pen throughout the tale.
As his
story progresses, Shepherd becomes an artist at his easel, sketching enormous
amounts of figurative language into his telling. From similes and metaphors, to
allusions and personification, imagery becomes a choice medium on the canvas of
this story. In the first paragraph Shepherd mentions his two groups of people
“all marching together up that long yellow brick road of life” (167), alluding
to the famous story, The Wizard of Oz.
Later, he refers to the adults of the unimportant category as “grizzled,
hardened, tax-paying beetle[s]” (168), including himself in the group. Not long
after that, he launches into a metaphor about his emotional state at age
fourteen: “Sometimes you feel as though you are alone in a rented rowboat,
bailing like mad in the darkness with a leaky bailing can” (168), further
dampening the mood. Next he personifies his pants, “…cascading down finally to
grasp my ankles in a vise-like grip” (169), making them both ridiculous and
almost violent. Among the many examples of figurative language, nearly every
one has a negative tone, and the imagery they provide lends dark sarcasm to the
piece. While clearly humorous, it is a twisted humor that suggests Shepherd is
not being entirely facetious. Such an interpretation is worrisome to the
reader, and leaves them still pondering the words long after the end of their
reading. Figurative language here paints a brilliant, if gloomy, picture. It
throws the readers into the scene, forcing them to share the depressing
rejections and somber mood with Shepherd.
Also
adding to this dark voice are the two historical examples. The first reference
is of Joseph Stalin, no doubt one of the world’s major leaders, but also a man
responsible for a gruesome part of Russian history. As a leader of Soviet
Russia, Stalin moved the country towards industrial power to the tune of
executions and exiles. He strove for complete socialism at any costs, defended
his land viciously, and tyrannically ruled the USSR. Fittingly, he is
associated with Nazi Germany, and the next of Shepherd’s examples: Adolf Hitler.
Hitler, the notorious fascist ruler of Germany and persecutor of Jews, is
mentioned later, adding to the negative description of the higher class. His
terrible deeds of torture and death are undermined by Shepherd, who uses, of
all things, his handshake and smile to tell the reader that it is certainly not
social skills dividing the two classes of people: “Adolf Hitler had a
notoriously weak handshake. His smile was, if anything, a vapid mockery. But
inevitably his star zoomed higher and higher” (167-168). The common knowledge
of the works of the two leaders mentioned is overlooked. According to
Shepherd’s account, we should take from them that we are not destined for
greatness or a life in the shadows by pure personality or natural ability.
Apparently, it is much simpler than that, a fact which is dismal at best. Shepherd
chose his references carefully, staying within the dreary and depressing tone.
The next
literary device employed by Shepherd comes as a personal anecdote. After
finally stating that the distinction between the stars and the average Joes is
their reactions to a few, unexpected, blinding moments of truth I (that is, a small
moment where it is suddenly thrown upon a person that they are not so
incredibly special, but, on the contrary, exceptionally average) he begins his
own story, writing, “I caught the first one full in the face when I was
fourteen” (168). He goes on describing a blind date, painting himself vividly
to look and act absolutely foolish. He realizes too late that he is the blind date, and his reaction
is to shrink into himself, placing him forever in the audience, never to have
the spotlight shown on him again. This, his first moment of truth, is relatable
to the reader, and yet it is disheartening that such a small incident could
shape your future, as Shepherd suggests. The anecdote personalizes the piece,
backing his argument with an experience of embarrassment. Experience transforms
a telling that could easily be taken as an extended complaint, making it an
argument difficult to refute.
Throughout
his writing, Shepherd is degrading and dark, negativity plainly a focus of his
account. From comparing people to beetles, to making fun of himself, Shepherd
uses his “practiced offhand, cynical, cutting, sardonic humor” (170) to further
add to the gloom. He begins putting people down in his first sentences,
writing, “Mewling, puking babes. That’s the way we all start. Damply clinging
to someone’s shoulder, burping weakly, clawing our way into life” (167). Every
word is used to carefully set up the tone of the story. Unusual but effective word
choices such as “mewling” and “damply clinging” immediately catch the attention
of the reader and prepare the scene for a dark, depressing tale. Shepherd keeps
up his prudent wording, never leaving out a syllable that would enhance his
intended affect, but never adding an unnecessary phrase. Though he is obviously
jealous of the “molders of the Universe” (167), he does not refrain from insulting
his own group and himself. As previously stated, he describes his attire so
proudly, from an electric blue blazer to the giant red snail on his tie, but
them image is absurd. These examples all further add to the dark humor of
Shepherd’s writing.
While
thought provoking and startling, “The Endless Streetcar Ride into the Night,
and the Tinfoil Noose” is also a bit scary. It leaves the reader wondering for
days if they have crossed Shepherd’s hypothetical street, or if the potential
still remains that they might get a spot in the light, rather than a seat in
the shadows. The answer, apparently for many of us, is no, there is no chance.
Shepherd’s negativity does not leave room for hopefulness or confidence. If
anything, the reader feels the need to shrink back into himself more than ever.
Shepherd’s is a sharp knife, and he effectively manipulates it to get at the
reader’s heart with pessimism rivaling that of a doomsday prediction.
From
beginning to end, Jean Shepherd meticulously paints a depressing portrait of
the world. He is careful to maintain the pessimism of his telling, using his
humor, his imagery, and his personal account to make one, fairly simple point:
the world is not fair, and little of our fate is left up to us. The negativity
flows out of the piece, and sets the reader thinking deep inside “the dark
dungeons of our souls” (167). Shepherd effectively raises a point that many
would never think about, or at least not question: what made them so important?
Works Cited
Shepherd, Jean. “The
Endless Streetcar Ride into the Night, and the Tinfoil Noose,” English I. Ed. Edwards and deGravelles.
San Diego, CA: University Readers, 2012. 167-172. Print.
Reflection of Writing Center Visit:
Going to
the writing center was a new experience for me. I had never been before, and,
going in, was a little nervous about the process, even though I was confident
in my work. I wasn’t sure I would really get anything out of it, or find it
helpful at all. However, the “fellow” that helped me was Kiddie Matthews, a
good friend and teammate of mine. This fact alone calmed the nerves and made
the whole experience more helpful. She had me read my paper out loud and
explain each quotation in turn, and helped me to come to my own conclusions. I
quickly realized where more was needed to analyze this quote, or to explain
that historical example. Though I went in a skeptic, I found the writing center
to be quite helpful in the end. One thing I was a bit surprised by was the lack
of revision Kiddie thought I needed to make to my word choice. Therefore, most
of the word choice editing came through the additions to support, where I used
more metaphors and different structures to keep up a good variety.
Remix: "The Second: For You and I, or Soldiers Only?"
Analysis of Rhetorical Situation:
From my research paper, I have created a billboard in the effort of reaching a widespread and varying audience. The publicity of billboards makes them ideal for communicating ideas to large audiences. For my particular piece, my goal was to impact said large audience, as the topic of gun rights and gun control impacts all Americans. I have carefully pulled figures and images recognizable to most American adults to demonstrate the greater meaning of the billboard. The audience did not change much from my original piece. Obviously, it is wider and more far-reaching, but in general it remained American adults. The medium I chose (i.e. a billboard) lent itself to graphic design and arrangement. After creating an idea for the overall design and gathering the images, most of my time working on this particular project was spent formatting it for the best possible effect.
Stance was the trickiest part of my research paper to display. I put a lot of effort into making my original report clean of personal bias, and therefore felt that I needed to stay within that zone for the "remix." The design of my billboard further reflects this unbiased approach. I have the same number of pictures representing each side of the debate, and the largest image is that of "We the People." My captioning words "It's our choice," also add the greater stance that no matter what the final decision on government gun control is, it should ultimately be up to "We The People."
Hits and Misses:
Hit 1: Research Paper: "The Second: For You and I, or Soldiers Only?"
Hit 2: "LSU vs. Bama" http://marybeth47.blogspot.com/2012/11/free-post-3.html
Miss 1: Literacy Narrative: "Read to Write"
Miss 2: "In Defense of Little Brothers: A Big Sister's Manifesto" http://marybeth47.blogspot.com/2012/08/in-defense-of-little-brothers-big.html
Mary Beth, you're portfolio is impressive and I can tell you've grown a lot as a writer this year. I too, can tell that your conclusions have improved, and lucky, for you, you have accomplished your goals. When I read your work, I think about it after I've finished, and it truly sticks with me. You're revisions to support and word choice were great in your literary analysis, but it seems as though you never answer the question, "What does set us apart." Great job overall!
ReplyDeleteThis was really good. I especially liked your writing remix picture. What I liked about it was the background of the Constitution and the pictures in front. Nice job.
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